> Shrouded in darkness;

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

PROFILEY

20 yrs old female, whose birthday is on 1st December.
Working as a nurse.
Waiting for Mr Right to appear

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LOVES AND HATESY

My Friends
Singing and Dancing
Listening to songs
Playing lohz... haha...
Surfing net
Getting to know new ppl
----------------------- Backstabbers
My life
Bit**** & Bast****
Being Someone I'm not
Being ignored

DESIRESY

Someone Who Treats Miee Well
New Handphone
~~Laptop~~
Lose as much weight before Christmas
MY OWN ROOM!!

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EXITSY

Aretha. Benedict. Benjamin. Christina. Ernest. Elaine. Ellialyn. Fiona. Grp 24. Jane. Jeremy Jessica Jez. Kleo. Lokhai. LuCIus. mimi. Mingli. Pei Ying. Rebecca. Sara Shumei. sT nu'er. Theodora. WeiQiang.

ARCHIVES;

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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

~~Saturday, August 30, 2008~~

3:55:00 PM

watched finish bbt today..

din wan to watch actually but can't stop myself.. coz it's the last time i'll get to see them.. though there is always online that i'll get to see the past episodes.. but seriously.. it's not the same..

congrats to Li Quan, Mao Di, Xiao Ma, Ye Shou, Ah Ben, Xiao Lu and Wei Yu in making into the 2 'generation' of Bang Bang Tang.. will wait for u to come out with ur new album..

as for Ya Gao, Terry and Han Jiang.. Jiayou.. Hope to hear new from u all soon..

haiz.. i noe tt the management also she bu de them.. i know they have a reason for changing all the didi.. it's time to give way to new ppl to join in..

actually, miee and st were like saying we pray tt this batch of didi will not do a good job so the old didi can come back.. but we really have to gif way to new ppll..

i've been supporting bbt since the first time they came out.. watched them for so long le.. really she bu de.. hope this batch of newbies will not let me down.. my expectation for them is very high since they are taking over the place of the current bbt..

模范棒棒堂。真是退堂。~~

*crying like a baby*
Shkn

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, August 29, 2008~~

11:33:00 PM

it's yet another day.. LOL.. today is the last day i'll be able to see the BBT didi.. so sad.. monday, will be a new batch of newbies.. but one of them looks super familiar.. like he did appear before.. i think is from wanyu.. LOL..

he dance not bad also.. LOL..

went over to st's hse today to practice our dance.. wk was there too.. she say is to help her fix her com.. LOL.. anyway, practice was okie.. but we forgot to shortlist our songs for vocal class.. -.- ..

anyway, that stupid wk scare miee lohz.. i was holding a drink (F&N orange, btw) den he suddenly called my name and scare miee.. walao.. the drink spill nia.. tio her com table and her monitor.. -.- ...

to wk: DUN SCARE MIEE WHEN I'M HOLDING A DRINK..

to st: we really need to practice more.. LOL.. my fault.. heee~~~

to self: cannot be so lazy.. LOL..

Shkn

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, August 25, 2008~~

11:33:00 PM

had my dance class today..

not bad.. manage to get the steps.. but definately need to practice.. coz like a bit weird liddat.. haha..

before and after dance chatted with nu'er abt a lot of things.. we seem to miss sec sch days a lot.. coz we keep reminiscing abt it.. all the jokes and all the heartaches..

everytime we talk abt the past i'll always think abt the sec sch miee.. how different am i now? am i still the same person? i really dunno.. i feel that i've lost myself somewhere in the years.. trying to find it back.. but it seems impossible..

i'm slowly forgetting things.. things that have happened in pri and sec sch.. i feel like all that i'm living is all a lie.. why am i like this? am i happy? am i sad? i dunno.. i feel numb..

i'm lost.. i have no way in life.. whether to study or not.. whether to just work there or not..

thurs is the day.. i'll find out once and for all what is happening.. hopefully everything is okie..

it's scary when u try to think of the past and nothing seems to come out.. u try ur best to remember what happened during that period of time, but u just can't seem to remember.. is it locked somewhere in my mind? but y? i feel as if i'm someone that has lost my memory.. i've lost the memory of pri sch and starting to lose the memory of sec sch.. my only pillar of memory is the friends that are around miee.. they remind miee of things.. but what happens if we are no longer in contact? am i gonna lose all those memories too?

dunno wad to feel...

Shkn

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, August 24, 2008~~

12:17:00 AM

yes yes.. i'm back with a new update..

supposed to go to my cousin's hse to celebrate my mummy bdae but din went.. at least yesterday i treated everyone with pizza.. $$ goness liddat.. LOL..

went to orchard with st, wq and feng.. went for our long-waited kbox session.. haha.. it was okie.. but dunno y the mood is just not there.. haiz.. still thinking of wad song to sing for class.. sianx.. anyway, after that, went to taka coz feng wanna go kino to find her book for her studies.. but dun have.. so she bought her lian kong storybook instead.. LOL..

after buying her things, we decided to go catch a movie.. but din wanna stay at orchard.. so we made our way back to cck to watch death race.. not a bad movie.. action-packed.. anyway, 4 of us were a bit pissed coz there's this few couples in front of us and they keep hugging here and there.. the thing is, they keep moving.. and blocking my bloody view.. so angry.. feng almost wanted to slap the person.. haha...

oh ya.. forgot to mention that i bought my mummy a watch for her bdae.. LOL.. is white in colour and is small.. just the way she likes it.. when i gave it to here, she was like.. okie okie oni.. hope she really likes it though.. haiz..

anyway, here i am, now sitting on the bed thinking of wad songs to choose for tomolo.. sianx.. needa sleep early.. very tired.. haha...

Shkn

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, August 23, 2008~~

12:31:00 AM

let's see...

i just finish crying my eyes out.. y? you may ask.. coz i finished watching bang bang tang.. super sad la..

this current batch of bbt are going off and new batch are coming in.. haiz.. gonna miss them so much lohz..

how will fan fan cope with this new batch without ah ben and ao quan.. HOW??!

also gonna miss my beloved xiao lu.. haiz.. sianz...

Shkn

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, August 22, 2008~~

10:01:00 PM

weee~~~

i'm back guys.. and guess wad..

I've got a new lappie... HEHE~~

i told my mom.. once i got this lappie, if i'm at home, i'll stay in my room.. LOL.. coz my room has a tv, a portable dvd player and now, i've got a new lappie.. wohoo~~~

Acer Aspire 2920

LOL... needs a bit getting used to though.. since it's vista.. LOL.. anyway, i'm having fun and i've been super busy as usual.. with my dance class and vocal class which is SO cool... LOL..

okie.. i think i'm gonna stop here.. now since i have a lappie i think i'll be able to update often? LOL.. we'll see..

Shkn

Will you ever notice me...