Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


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20 yrs old female, whose birthday is on 1st December.
Working as a nurse.
Waiting for Mr Right to appear




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    Sunday, April 30, 2006
    10:41:00 PM

    ok... actually wanted to update yestedae one... but was too tired... so i think i gonna update todae... haiz... i had fun yesterdae la... but still a bit sad and disappointed... stayed overnight frm fridae onwards for the games trial... let's start frm fridae... fridae, we helped kaiway celebrate his bdae... he kanna shock coz his sec school friends were there... he really missed dem a lot lohz... den he was so touched tt they were there la... haha... den he kanna sabo... they used the everlasting candle on the cake... so it's like he keep blowing, but the candles still nv die off... haha... so funny... we had fun la... at night, damien gave kaiway his bdae present... whiskey... haha... they wanted to make kaiway drunk la... but at last damien got drunk.. was so scary la... den we were told to stay away frm him... sorry ya... haha... b4 we got to know tt damien was drunk, we played some games tt is for the bonding session... so fun... went to slp at abt 3 liddat... den woke up at 5 den cnt slp liao... haha... sat with josie, aggie, lyn, caroline, wei hong and kelvin near the lift there then we chatted abt SU and abt a lot of thing... i shall nt say anything abt the conversation... private... haha...

    den came sat... we started to play games tt is for the 2nd and the 3rd dae... had quite a lot of games la.. but i nv play... coz injure leg... and it was super hot la... walao eh... melting sia... play until like 12 plus to 1 plus liddat... after that, we went back to SU for debrief... during debrief, there were some problems abt the games la... like there were games tt involved chinese words... den oso like the gamemaster was talking in chinese... den got some ppl dun understand... to those who make up the games... plz hor.. use ur brains la... there are ppl tt do not understand chinese... plz use tt in consideration... dun oni think of urself oni... ppl will think badly abt SU... i shall continue wad i wanna sae at the end... let's continue... after the debrief, me, christina, naz and ruth went to bathe... sri have to stay back for commitee debrief... bathe le... den waited for her... after all done, we went to woodlands pizza hut to eat... reached hm at abt 6 liddat.... tired sia...

    ok... this is my feeling abt SU now... do not feel offended la... just my feelings... to tell u the truth... i dun really like the SU now... so cold... not as warm as it used to be... i dun feel like we are a family anymore... last time, when the seniors are around, SU are more lively... not as homely as it used to be... whenever i enter SU, ppl at the table will just look up frm wad they doing, see who it is, den look down again... u think wad... we ghost izzit... we are ppl lehz... got feeling lehz... how it feel like if u are in my shoes... u come in, ppl very cold to u... like it? if u like it, i can tell u, tt u are really a person with no feelings.. you guyz may sae tt i feel liddat coz i nv go SU for a long time... i nv go SU for a few months oni and SU become liddat... really a big change lehz... ok la.. if u all dun like me, fine... sae it to my face... after i step down, u all wun have tt feeling again... i do not want to be in a cca tt does not even welcome me... i joined SU in the first place is coz i see SU as a vey big family... i dun feel like tt anymore... there is no sense of belonging in SU... like this how are we all gonna make the freshies stay in SU? i ask u this qn... i do not want SU to be oni a cca tt depend on popularity... i do not want SU to be a biased cca... the shouldn't be any cliques around... even if these few ppl in the cliques are very close... there is no need for u to show it... i admit.. i seldom come to SU... i do not know wad is going on... but there are other ppl who feels this way... i will not sae the names... plz la ppl... WAKE UP~!!~ SU IS A FAMILY... i dun wan it to be separated into different grps... and plz ar... do nt be biased... if there is an event.. do not choose ur friends to be in the commitee... be fair to ppl... show fairness... i am gonna step down in september... i noe ppl will be happy to see me already stepped down... if any of the to-be commitee are reading this... plz... be fair to others... let those who have not been in the commitee, try out and see how it feels like to handle an event... haiz... i noe when ppl read this, they will be angry with me or wadsoever... like i said.. this is my feelings and my thoughts... not happy, too bad... this is my blog.. i have to right to sae my feelings... and i hope that the to-be commitee is not based on popularity... if the cliques continue to exist, SU will not survive for long... i do not wan ppl to hate SU... i wan ppl to welcome SU and feel wad i felt like when i was a freshie... i wan them to feel the warmth of SU... not how cold it is... not how ppl ignore u when u enter... i DO NOT want tt to happen... haiz.. i dun wanna sae le.. i feel very disappointed and sad tt it happened...

    tired le.. dun wanna type le... thinking abt these things are giving me a very bad headache... i LOVE and miss the old SU...

    sianz... just remembered tt have to perform for the camp... f-bodz teaching us... argh!!~~~ scared sia... i think the song is one of machi's song... haiz...

    *signing off*

    Will you ever notice me...

    Friday, April 28, 2006
    5:26:00 PM

    now in SU... ppl... if u need anything frm miee or wanna ask me thing... call my hp hor... ok... haha... coz i will be staying overnight... haha... kkz...

    just wanna tell u all oni... haha....

    Will you ever notice me...

    Thursday, April 27, 2006
    6:43:00 PM

    todae school was not bad... all went well until mental health's tutorial... haha... it was an emotional event... had to talk about our strengths and weaknesses... i started crying whenever it was my turn to talk abt my weakness... i noe tt i myself have a lot of weaknesses... i still wanted to talk about more... but i couldn't speak... it's like there is something stuck in my throat... i couldn't speak... i take my chance here to say i'm sorry to all reading my blog especially my friends... i'm really sorry if i have hurt u all in anyway... i noe tt i speak sometimes without thinking 1st... i'm really sorry... i really am... =( ... if i have done anything wrong to any of you all... please tell me... i'll try my very best to change my attitude... i will... just tell me... at least i noe what i am doing wrong...

    *signing off*

    Will you ever notice me...

    Wednesday, April 26, 2006
    6:41:00 PM

    now in SU... haiz... bored... nothing to do... naz is beside me reading wadeva i am typing... haha... now a bit pek cek and oso a bit sad... haiz... outside having the ogl briefing for the upcoming SU orientation camp... but haven start... naz is no longer beside me... she go outside for the briefing... now still very sian... abt 7 liddat den i will go off... wanna go hm... i miss my kor... haha... sorry derrick kor kor, jiayi kor kor.. in school can see u all, but i miss my 1st kor.. haha... min dzi kor... long time nv go out with u liao... haha... find a time we go out lehz... nu'er, jessie, jc... miss u all oso... now school reopen le dunno got time to go out meet or not... haiz... sad...

    reason y i pek cek is SOMEONE cannot lemme sae finish izzit... dunno the person got read my blog or not... i noe u not happy with me la... no need liddat la... same school still treat me liddat ar... same cca somemore... haiz... the thing so long ago happen le... still treat me like dis ar... haiz... sianz... i pek cek and sad oso lehz... hate me ar... fine ar... say it to my face... no need to gimme attitude... stupid...

    *signing off*

    Will you ever notice me...

    Tuesday, April 25, 2006
    12:08:00 AM


    todae was not bad... haha... went to school with jez at abt 12 liddat... coz no bio practical todae... went to school, attended mental heath tutorial... den mental health lecture that is suppose to be 2hrs... but suddenly shortened to 1hr... haha... cool rite... haha... but i disappeared earlier... coz i have to go to SU for camp briefing... after the camp briefing, me, sri and naz went to bugis... coz naz meeting her friend... den sri want to buy sth... since i neutral, i went along lohz... haha... had quite a good time... den bought a new earring... i love it sia... haha... after that, disaster happened... haiz... went downt the stairs la... den din see the last step.. fall down... knees hit the floor... den can hear the bones of my ankles rubbing against each other... pain sia... but i'm like sort of used to it... den force myself to not think of the pain... continue to walk properly... but actually pain la... but force myself... walk round bugis street le den go long john makan... guess who we saw? two of the anugerah guys... haha... sri very high sia... but i like neutral liddat... haha... after we eat, sri went over to ask for autograph... naz help to take the photo... haha... i was waiting outside... after all the walking again, we went back to SU... coz we have another briefing at 640... haha... still have to tahan pain... so went back lohz... went off at abt 7 plus to 8 liddat... all the way trying not to limp... reach hm le den i straightaway sit down... very hot oso... my bro told me bad news... my bloody fan spoilt liao.. walao eh.. i was like ... wth.... wad a bloody suay day sia... dunno tomolo can tahan or not... haiz... sianz.... ok la.. i shall stop here...

    nice? haha... i love this earring lohz... haha...

    *signing off*

    Will you ever notice me...

    Monday, April 24, 2006
    1:38:00 AM

    cannot slp... so down here update lohz... got 3 kors liao... jiayi kor kor, derrick kor kor and md kor... haha... siao liao... haha... no la... now watching zhong ji yi ban... nice show love it... haha... haiz... tomolo start school at 12... just now charmaine talk to me online... one guy i think ask her a stupid qn... "wad's the difference between trackpants and shorts".. then charmain ask me... walao eh... if i noe the guy ar.. i will really slap him lohz... stupid sia... no brain... make me pek cek oni... sianz.... walao eh... really lohz... no brain sia... the person should read the dictionary more... or at least read books la.. stupid...

    Will you ever notice me...

    Saturday, April 22, 2006
    9:31:00 PM

    Heyz... just got some photos from my friend... these are the photos for the NYPSuperhost... haha... made a lot of good friend during the period of time... wohoo~~~ haha... enjoy with the pics.... i'm gonna miss u all.. haha... had lots of great fun with u all... went siao and high together oso... wohooo~~


    the contestants with Mr Wee, Nizam and Iskandar...


    made a new kor... derrick kor kor.. haha...


    Fadhli... our Superhost winner... wohoo~~~


    Miee and Katherine... the two siao SHS gerls... haha


    not to forget our dear contestants....


    nas... the one who sent me the photos... haha...


    top row: mieee, valerie, naz, katherine, fadhli and damien (the one who call me at 1159 saying wanna join superhost... -.-|||)
    bottom row: Iskandar (overall MC), derrick, sharon and nas

    Will you ever notice me...

    Thursday, April 20, 2006
    5:01:00 PM

    hey guyz... sorry wor... been so bz in school... no time to update... reach hm oni so tired... den slp... haha... let's start frm mondae... hmmmmm...

    mondae~~~

    went school abt 8 liddat... acc sri.. coz need to settle the club crawl stuff... so go early lohz... but my lesson at 12 sia... haha.. rot at SU... sianz... den got go help the club crawl settle their stuff... guess wad? i learn mental health... muahaha.... imagine tt... i learn abt psychiatric thingy... haha.. need help find me ar... haha... but plz hor... if dun wanna tell me, find someone to tell u... not gd to keep to urself... very unhealthy...haha... after going for lessons, me, sri, steph, naz and sri's friend go city hall... den wait for luqman to reach, we go walk walk lohz... haha... bag heavy sia... coz bought all the books den bring along with me... sianz... after luqman reach, we go marina there walk walk... haha... abt 6 liddat, we make our way hm... me and luqman, went to bishan to wait for jessie... haha... go lot 1 ma... den she at bishan... in the train tt time, jez manage to sit down... bag too heavy liao i dump at jez... den she complain... den luqman help me carry my bag... *thankx luq* haha... go lot 1 walk walk coz have to meet fauzi to pass him his present... halfway through, jez buay tahan, she went hm.. den left me and luqman there waiting for fauzi... when he reach, gave him his prezzie... continue to sit at lrt outside waiting for st... st reach le, fauzi oso go hm... den acc luqman go eat... after he eat finish, den i go st house, he go hm... while at st's house, mom keep calling... irritating until like shit... mood off liao... buay tahan, too tired, den slp...

    tuesday~~
    it's Superhost 1st dae of competition... have to report at 830... haiz.. another tiring dae... i was a bit late... oni by 2 mins.. haiz... met all the contestants le... not bad... haha... meet a lot of new ppl... wohoo~~ haha... but super tired... after the event, attend lesson... from 6 to 8.. haiz... after the lesson go hm lohz... go hm tot can slp... but have to call the contestants... slp abt 11 liddat... den exactly at 1159 someone call me... the person sae this... 'hello... is this shikin? hi... i wanna join Superhost'... i was sleeping, den when i hear i shock sia... den just ask him to come over in the morning... sianz.... slp until nx morning...

    wednesday~~
    the last dae of club crawl... haha... quite fun... a bit happy with the event... successful ba... haha... after club crawl finish, we were like so high... wohooo~~~ haha... dance here and there... cannot wait for jam & hop... hahahaha.... high~~ haha... den go back su dere help clean up... after that they have debrief la... with everyone... after the debrief with everyone, most of dem went into the store room for another debrief... wait for dem for 1 hr le... coz SU win the best booth den got $100 voucher for Swensen... dey intend to eat at city hall... wait for 1 hr le i buay tahan me and a few ppl went off... coz nx day is 8 am lesson... somemore have to wake up super early... den i noe sri angry with us coz we nv wait for them... (*sorry sri... just tt u all very long... den i need to go hm... furthermore city hall very far.. u all confirm eat until very late... so i go off 1st... sorry wor... dun angry with me le... ok... * (T_T))

    thursday (todae)~~
    at last go for lesson... missed so much lessons... sianz... haiz... den go lohz... found out tt dey intended to take photo for updated grp names... haha... den we all wear until like shit... haha... sianz... den todae class got a bit of problems... toopid... i was a bit pek cek la... den at last everything reason out le... sianz... after the class, went to SU... but close... den lazy to call, so i went hm... coz need to catch up on my studies... now update blog 1st.. coz so many days nv update le... haha...

    to sri: i'm really sorry abt yest... really lehz... nx time den i makan with u ok...

    to luq: thanx lehz... for helping me carry my bag... =)

    *signing off*

    Will you ever notice me...

    Monday, April 17, 2006
    10:41:00 AM

    now in SU... sianz... lesson at 12... reach SU at abt 8 plus liddat... acc sri for her club crawl event... haha... sleepy... waiting for sky... coz have buy book yet... line super long... so i just stay here to update blog for a while, while waiting for her... i todae blur lohz... even forgot to bring my landyard... stupid rite... haiz... shikin ar... how can liddat... haiz... blur liao... wanna go siao already... so many thing to do... got a lot of event coming up...

    Those who will be in NYP, just to sae that we have Club Crawl on tuesday, 18th April and wednesdae, 19th april at the Sports Hall.. it's a CCA carnival... there are over 80 CCAs present... just drop by and take a look... also, there will be a competition called Superhost held there also... as the name said it, it is abt hosting... if u thing u have the gift of gab, drop by and enter the competition... the prize will be iPod Nano... wohoo~~~ come and join if u dare... for any qns, u can drop by to this blog, www.nypsu.blogspot.com and take a look... =)

    haha... do a bit of advertisement... ok... sky call le... go find her for a while... bubye

    Will you ever notice me...

    Sunday, April 16, 2006
    3:03:00 AM

    now is 3.01am... dunno my blog the clock working correctly or not... todae din do much... in the morning had to go to school for exco meeting... a lot of events gonna be coming up... most of the ppl will be very stressed... i am gonna be helping them... the 1st sem will be packed with stuff... first got club crawl together with superhost... after that got SU Orientation Camp, bonding session, jam & hop, and lots more... school gonna be opening soon... sianz... got a lot of books to buy... and it will be super ex... gonna take money from my daddy liao... den when school reopen den i go and buy... dunno y my sis oso wake up liao... but i was super quiet lohz... haha... my bro same with me nv slp... but my sis got slp... den wake up... dunno y... haha... ok la... here was how my dae went...

    after meeting with the Exco, i went off... went to lot 1 before going hm for a while to look for present... todae... or by right is yest, was kor and fauzi's bdae... so difficult to find kor's present... want to celebrate for him oso so difficult.. he in KL... coming back tomolo afternoon... haiz... sianz... dunno wad to buy for him... ask him he oso sae no need... den he sae my present to him is for me to save money... -.-||| lame loh kor... haha... i see how la... nx time den buy ur present... got fauzi's present le... haha... pay le but had to go back to lot 1 take coz they have to do sth... haha... dun wanna sae anything... haha... den i went to slp at abt 5 liddat... woke up abt 7 plus... almost forgot abt fauzi's present... so i went out to lot 1 to take the present... haha... tml meeting fauzi to give him... haha... wanna noe wad the present is, u go ask him urself... haha... now still online... dunno wad to do... cannot sleep... waiting for my thing to finish... haiz... sianz...

    school gonna open le... gonna be so bz tt may not have time to go out with jez, kor, st and jc... haiz... dunno la... sianz... now gonna be yr 2 le... have to be more mature and cannot be too childish... as if lohz... haha... ok la... dun wanna be so luo suo... haha... i stop here... thinking of updating ff while i'm at it... haha... see how la...

    *signing off*

    Will you ever notice me...

    Friday, April 14, 2006
    10:58:00 PM

    todae went out with jez, st, ernest and xinwei... suppose to be got a lot more... but all cancel... haha... we went to orchard... me, jez and st went to far east 1st to go see see look look... haha... st bought a belt... den jez actually wanna buy thing wan but at last nv... haha.. after we walk walk, we go talk photo... soon after tt, ernest and xinwei come and join us... it was raining la... but we walked all the way to taka... dunno y oso... haha... den we go buy thing makan... after tt, find ernest and xinwei... they went to kinokuniya to see things... tt ernest was reading french book... haha... imagine tt.. haha... after staying there for a while, went to go find farid coz he working at seoul garden... siao sia... i kann bullly... sianz... haha... find le den we go heeren walk walk... den talked crap oso... heh heh... walked for some time la... den ernest and xinwei sae hungry... so go cine eat pastamania... haha... continue walking den we went off... took train from orchard to marina den all the way back to cck... but i nv go hm la... i go st house... now den reach hm start blogging... hehe... ok la... stop here... let's take a look at some pix we took... ~~~





    some neoprints... haha... i look so stupid in one of it... haha...


    me and nu'er in the train... nth to do ma...


    miee and jez....


    jez smsing... din noe i tt the pic... wanted to take ernest one.. but aiming fail.. haha...


    at last took one he sleeping haha.... must be very tired ba... haha...

    stop here le... ~~~ enjoy urself? guess wad u have to do nx?

    TAG lohz... muahahaha....

    *signing off*


    Will you ever notice me...

    Thursday, April 13, 2006
    3:00:00 AM

    haiz... i still haven sleep... waiting for my thing to finish... while waiting, i watch show lohz... den suddenly go the stinging feeling of watching energy 'zui hou de le yuan' concert... halfway through already i start crying... haiz... suddenly remember when me and st go their concert tt time... now the concert gonna end le... now at 'duo ai wo yi tian'... before that, they got sing 'wo men' and was talking... the whole time they talking, the whole time i crying... they talk abt their family and how difficult it is to keep a band together... energy from 5 become 4... now, frm 4 become 3... but they are still alive... heard their album coming out soon... i miss them so much... haiz... tml still need to go johor... haiz... dunno wad to do now... cnt slp... i go watch my show liao...

    *signing off*

    =-hao xiang zai bao ni yi ci... oh zui hou yi ci-=

    Will you ever notice me...

    Wednesday, April 12, 2006
    1:27:00 PM

    now in SU... waiting for the Superhost briefing to the participants at 2... haiz... outside so noisy.. the SBM now having the orientation... super noisy lohz... saw fir... he right in front of SU room lohz... first time saw him, shout his name nv hear... den second time, i gave up shouting... i just went up to him and just whack him in the shoulder... haha... den he shock until like shit... haha... i now siao le... i watching typing this thing, but i not seeing the screen sia... i looking outside... all over the place... haha... sianz... st now at hm rotting... dunno she got go out at all or not... haha.. bored until like shit... haha... dunno the Superhost gonna be successful or not.. hope it is... wohoo~~ a bit siao oso... haha.. coz here a bit nth to do... tml bing quan's bdae... friday linyin's bdae... den sat kor's bdae... dunno how to celebrate for him.. he now in KL... wait for him to come back and see how... haha... ok la... i stop here.. dunno wad to sae le.. bbye..

    *signing off*
    PS: my com is ok... wohoo~~ it was the mouse's problem... todae bought a new mouse... haha... ~~~

    Will you ever notice me...

    Tuesday, April 11, 2006
    9:45:00 PM

    hey guyz... just tt i now wanna put thing here tt i may not be online for some time... my com siao a bit... haha.. i now at st's house.... updating thing oni... we down here singing song and recording... so not nice... haha... sux sia... this girl bluff me... i down here talking, she down here record wad i sae.. stupid girl... hate her... =X... ok la... she my nu'er... cannot hate her... haha... will be going off soon... one more recording and i'm off... go hm see my com can use or not... :'(... sad sia... *sniff*

    i miss a lot of ppl... i miss my wallpaper... full of my darlings... haha... 5566, typhoon, energy and me, st and jez's pix... haha..


    byieee~~~

    oh ya... anything important, sms me okiee~~~

    Will you ever notice me...

    Friday, April 07, 2006
    8:21:00 PM

    hmmm... todae jez came over... we decided to experiment on something... haha... we dun wanna sae anything... haha... pictures speaks a thousand wors... wohoo~~~ had so much fun... haha... but the pics i posted is purposely one... post the ugly version... muahaha... wun post the pretty one... spoil things oni... haha... ok la... i go off le... wohoo~~ enjoy~~



    this is so cute... haha... ugly version oso...


    this is the ugly version... but super delicious

    Will you ever notice me...

    Thursday, April 06, 2006
    12:27:00 AM

    dunno if it is me or wad... but i keep dreaming tt i am down with very bad dieseases... like brain tumor, leukaemia and so on... but most of the time is leukaemia... then the more i tink abt it, the more i thinking if it means something... my body oso giving me problems liao... bones pain until like siao... wanna go see doctor, but dun dare... scared... maybe i thinking too much... but i really very scared... haiz....

    Will you ever notice me...

    Monday, April 03, 2006
    10:30:00 AM

    hey hey... i'm back... wah... so early... haha... i now in school... damn sleepy sia... i slp at 4 plus... den kanna wake up at 7 plus... so sad... sian... got meeting at 11... den acc my friend here... so early... still sleepy lehz.. when i wake up i was in a very bad mood... den watch my youtube for a while... watch zhong ji yi ba... coz the new epi come out le... wohoo~~~ so happy~~ haha... then i watch... my mood improved... haha... after watching, got ready to go out... now in school lohz... got NYP Superhost meeting at 11... den have to meet candice... after that then can go hm... dunno wanna meet jessie or not... she will be at sports hall... hmmm... maybe later meet her... haha... after that go mkn... haha... gonna have class outing soon... haha...

    Will you ever notice me...