Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


PROFILEY



20 yrs old female, whose birthday is on 1st December.
Working as a nurse.
Waiting for Mr Right to appear




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    Thursday, March 30, 2006
    12:02:00 AM

    back to blog le... haiz... whieeeeee~~~~~~ feelings of the heart... always this problem... ppl around me are oso suffering frm problems of the heart... ask me for help? i oso having problems... ask ppl for help oso no one to help me... they oso dunno how to help me... haiz... now i am all alone... ask wad my nick in msn say... seeing ppl around me get hurt becoz of le... it is getting hard for me to believe that true love really exists... i am so afraid to make myself feel again... maybe i should avoid it...

    Will you ever notice me...

    Sunday, March 26, 2006
    10:56:00 PM

    yoz.. back with an entry... haha... now in the middle of writing my ff... den suddenly feel like updating blog oso... todae nth much la.. i slept at 5am in the morning and woke up damn late... but still very tired... my bio clock die liao... haha... wake up le then wash up and eat... after eating, went to lot 1 to meet shuting... she want to go and buy her cap and water bottle... buy thing le den we walk here and there lohz... looking for cap... go ip zone... den see abby (sariyah)... after that, walk to giordano, met xinwei... then st wanna go buy dinner... so we go kfc... outside kfc see aaron and kelvin... i see those frm greenridge i was thinking...


    what actually happened to me to have totally changed frm the old shikin to now this shikin... now this shikin is like a fake person who actually doesn't exist... whateva she do is like so fake... haiz... dunno wad to think liao... is it becoz i changed after working at ljs? after so many things that happened to me? i keep thinking y and how come? but i just cannot come out with an answer... all i can sae is that my life sux... when ppl sae i sux, i oso agree... i do not like this shikin... but i just do not know how to change to the old one... ppl keep asking me if i got problems... i oso dunno... so i do not know wad to answer u all...


    a life with no meaning is not a life at all...

    *signing off*

    Will you ever notice me...

    12:53:00 AM

    haha... juz finish bathing oni... haha.. reached hm abt 1145 liddat... haha... so high... haha... how come? haha... coz me, st nu'er and sky went to suntec city, Fountain of Wealth... haha... y? coz we went to watch SUPERBAND!!!!!! haha... damn high... haha... get to see NIUNAI!!!! wohooo~~~ damn high~~~ hehe... niunai so damn shuai!! he got perform lehz... haha... dance until sho nice... sho shuai... shuting sending me the video later... while updating, i now watching ai qing mo fa shi... now all the things on my mind was just now that thing... walao ehz... damn nice... let's start....

    we tot that the thing will start at 7 la... wait until rot liao start so damn slow... then 730 they stary the briefing... brief until 8... we were like wth... stand from 7 liddat... until the whole thing... haha... wahz... the 1st 1hr, my last 2 toes numb wor.. i really cannot feel anything at all... nothing lehz... haha... then the person giving the briefing damn luo suo... nag until like siao... then hor... got one big group who are family one... down there see see lohz... wth sia... they make so much noise... talk talk nvm la... they blow whistle lehz... wth... somemore beside us la... i noe ur daughters performing but no need so kua zhang ba... wtf sia... i was pissed lohz... damn them la... like wanna strangle them liddat... mood a bit off lohz... then when see niunai dance, Jus-B i was a bit high... haha.. wah seh... i miss niunai dance... dance until so damn nice la... love him so much... haha.. then Jus-B is one of the band performing... though they ar malay la, they sing chinese songs lehz.... wah... nice wor... haha... we left quite late... we watch Glamours perform... the grp whose family was beside us... wah... buay tahan them... go off le then go buy food makan... haha... go BK buy food since there is no more place to sit, we sit at the area where we can see niunai clearly...

    we sit and eat lohz... then we saw niunai facing us, then we wave... haha... then he like cannot see liddat... just nice when st turn tt time, niunai wave back... weee~~~ damn high... haha... then we watch Soul... this group is a typical boyband grp... nice vocals, gd dance moves... haha... oso watch another band... NOBE... all malay, oni got one chinese... guess was song they sing...~~~~~
    Fang Shou... wohoo~~~ then saw niunai down there dance with the song... weee~~ after eating we went off... my family down there keep calling buay tahan... tell them le that i gonna go hm late... then down there call and call... wtf sia... then my kor down there say i always go hm 11 plus... AS IF LOHZ!!!! i always wanna go out oso cannot... then down there still wanna sae me.. knn... walao ehz... pissed liao... but when i think of niunai, it is still worth it... haha... ok la.. now i got the energy to go and continue my ff... haha... go off le...

    *signing off*
    =)

    Will you ever notice me...

    Friday, March 24, 2006
    11:51:00 PM

    todae went back to school for SU... nth much... help my friend with her things oni... club crawl and so on... so met her in the afternoon abt 12 liddat... den we go school... reach le then we do our own things... must be i long time nv go there ba.. i feel so foreign there... felt as if i went there for the 1st time... dunno la... one whole day feel like smilling but cannot smile properly... only forced smile come out... haiz... oso dunno wad's wrong with me... confirm there is sth wrong with me... but i ownself dunno wad... go there, rot le then abt 4 plus went off... den go hm... actually wanna go out with jez one... but she cnt make it... haiz... dunno la... i cannot be the old shikin anymore... wish i got an ans to all my qns... die... starting to break down le... staying at hm oni make me think so much of the past... past tt i dun wanna remember all come back to me... haiz...

    Will you ever notice me...

    Thursday, March 23, 2006
    12:20:00 AM

    yesh... u guys guessed it... i changed the skin le.. haha.. nice or not.. i dunno lehz.. i quite like this one.. haha... i just thought tt it is time for me tho change the skin.. thought i still like the old one, this one is still not bad... haha.. so i thought should change lohz... so long nv blog le.. haha... oso dunno wad to sae.. been staying at hm a lot lohz... coz like lazy to go out and oso dunno where to go... haha... sianz... so wad i do at hm? well... rot lohz... u guyz betta ask me out soon before i really decompose here... haha... but betta be a place that is fun hor... haha... sat and sun should be out... haiz... hope that ppl can acc me... haiz... sianz... gonna be a very short entry todae... haha... ok la... i go le... wanna continue with my ff and oso watch harry potter... haha... my life is so damn dull.. haha...

    *signing off*
    |sHiK|

    Will you ever notice me...

    Sunday, March 19, 2006
    12:10:00 AM

    now doing nth... juz rotting down here.. juz finish watching youtube... haiz... dunno y hor i like mood a bit off... i feel like i really let my friends down... be it my cca friends or my school friends or st they all... i like really let them down... i juz wanna apologise if when i talk to u all, i like sian sian one... dunno wad i happening to me oso... haiz... trying to cope with it.. but i jus dunno wad i wrong... i dunno wad i am worrying 'bout... most probably is my family... my dad being sick all the time... he and my mom are going haji end of this year... den his health is so poor.. i really worry abt him a lot... whenever he go for checkups or gt appointment with doctor, he will lie to the doctor saying nth is wrong with him... bt he really shouldn't do that... he should tell the truth abt his health so tt it can be treated early... but... haiz.. dun wanna sae abt him le la... if i sae him, he will scold me... if i keep my mouth shut, i scared his health will be worse... really lehz... i very scared... this tuesday, me, my sis and my mom gonna accompany him for his appointment... we are gonna make sure he sae everything the truth... haiz... he ar... dun wanna sae le la...


    to those ppl frm NYPSU: i am really sorry if i have really disappeared frm SU... i really am... i have been so bz with school and attachments... now i am not tt bz anymore, i will make more time by dropping by in SU... i am oso sorry tt i cnt attend the camp.. but bcoz of my dad, i had to stay at hm to help look after him... he almost collapse once, i dun dare to think wad will happen if i am not at hm and it happened again... i really hope u all can forgive me... i will make more time for u all.. i really will..

    to my friends (st, jez and so on): i juz wanna apologise in advance in case i really do sth wrong without knowing... juz got a bit too much to think abt.. u all have been there for me la... i hope u all will stay by my side supporting me in any way... i love u guyz... u guyz know me since sec sch and know me very well.. i oso know u all inside out... hope we all will stay like that in the future and not juz suddenly stop contact or anything else...


    to all those reading my blog, thanx for dropping by.. even if i do not know u, thanx anyway.. haha.. i sound like i will disappear liddat.. to the last time tt anonymous saying abt the e-mail, even if i do not know who u are, i really do hope tt u would forgive me abt the e-mails.. i send by groups... so i do not really know who i send to... in any case, i noe u and u are online, just tell me who u are so tt i would stop sending those mails to u... :)

    i think i am gonna stop here.. i a bit tired le... nitez..

    Will you ever notice me...

    Thursday, March 16, 2006
    11:10:00 PM

    tomolo is gonna be my last dae of attachments... den got camp... still contemplating to go or not... well.. todae was quite fun... me and joy went to watch 'Nanny Mcphee'.. it was nice... haha... love the show... funny and touching at the same time.. haha... now printing card for my ward.. wanna thank them... they really teach us a lot of things... haha.. ok la.. i wanna slp le.. short hor... haha... tired la.. tml morning shift.. haha.. my kor bought harry potter and the goblet of fire... haha... now watching.. haha... i really good at multi-tasking le.. my mom talking to me, i here still continue to type... haha... pro rite.. haha... ok la.. go off le... bbye... nnitez...

    Will you ever notice me...

    Sunday, March 12, 2006
    6:35:00 PM

    yoz.. ok la.. sorry wor... nx update for so long.. haha.. been bz ma... with attachments and got event to do... haha... so far my attachment quite ok la.. but i still prefer my 1st attachment.. so bz so much fun... haha... this attachment oso not tt bad.. get to do A LOT of things... haha.. get to learn a lot oso... haha... damn fun sia.. haha... all the staff there really look after us with care by teaching us a lot of things... i feel so blessed there.. haha... they teach us a lot of stuff.. haha... tml will be our last week... after that will be................. HOLIDAYS!!!! WOHOO~~~~ got more time to do things like my event, updating blog and oso updating my fanfic... miss doing tt sia.. haha... ok la.. i stop here... dunno wad to sae le...

    oh ya.. b4 i forget... nu'er... u dun so stress k? i miss the old happy-go-lucky st... dun wanna see u always so like sian... dun like... haha... dun so stress... any unhappy things, come find me.. we solve it together ok? if i cnt solve, we pull kor and the J^2 S^2... ok.... u are not alone... u oso got ur club friends... haha.. ok la... go le...

    *signing off*
    Shik

    Will you ever notice me...