Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


PROFILEY



20 yrs old female, whose birthday is on 1st December.
Working as a nurse.
Waiting for Mr Right to appear




    follow me on Twitter

    LOVES AND HATESY
    My Friends
    Singing and Dancing
    Listening to songs
    Playing lohz... haha...
    Surfing net
    Getting to know new ppl
    ----------------------- Backstabbers
    My life
    Bit**** & Bast****
    Being Someone I'm not
    Being ignored


    DESIRESY
    Someone Who Treats Miee Well
    New Handphone
    Laptop
    Lose as much weight before Christmas
    MY OWN ROOM!!

    LEAVE ME A TAGY


    EXITSY

    Aretha. Benedict. Benjamin. Christina. Ernest. Elaine. Ellialyn. Fiona. Grp 24. Jane. Jeremy Jessica Jez. Kleo. Lokhai. LuCIus. mimi. Mingli. Pei Ying. Rebecca. Sara Shumei. sT nu'er. Theodora. WeiQiang.








    ARCHIVES;

    December 2004 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009

    CREDITS;

    Designer
    Photobucket.
    Blogger.
    Blogskins.
    Picture 1
    Picture 2
    Splatter Brushes
    Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

    Thursday, February 16, 2006
    9:24:00 PM

    todae woke up quite early coz meeting sky and joy go study... den i reach jurong eat there abt 11... suppose to meet at 10.. haha... joy was later than me... haha... but nvm.. we meet le we ate lunch.. then we straightaway go study... haha... i so happy sia... at last study... haha... dunno how come i can study until so shuang... haha... i like the JE library... can eat and drink at the top level.. so good... haha... abt 5 plus liddat then stop studying... haha... den suddenly st call me.. wanna meet up.. ok lohz.. we meet up at JE... the 3 of us walk out of the library tt time i saw radzi... wth... haha... then i just ignore him la... haha.. joy said he called my name.. but i nv hear.. haha... sorry wor... haha.. after that, met st... sat down sumwhere in je to wait for st's mom.. while waiting, i studied... studying, then saw teck wah.. wah seh... 2nd shock... haha... meet st's mom le, then we go westmall... since st's mom wanna buy phone, we went to harvey norman.. while waiting for her mom to finish choosing, me and her were looking at the mouses there... then suddenly sum1 approach us and say.. 'hi.. may i help u'... guess who said tt.... haha... it was chris goh.. haha... i kanna shock again... walao eh.. still haven recover frm the shock, kanna another shock.. wth... haha.. todae really sia.. like shit.. haha... after buying all that, st's mom bring us go swensen eat... haha.. i eat until so full... after that, we go hm...

    mcdonald back with the milkshake le wor... haha... but this time not tt nice.. haha.. should have bought the vanilla milkshake... not chocolate.. haha..

    den dunno y so angry now.. must be my bloody com.. lag until like shit... pissed off now... then my sis ask me do this and do that.. wth... no hands and legs ar... cannot do urself ar... i not ur full-time maid hor... fu*k sia... ARGHH!!!!! PISSED SHIK!!!

    ok la.. i wanna go study le.. tml still got exam... die le.. kkz... bbye...

    *signing off*
    shik

    Will you ever notice me...

    Tuesday, February 14, 2006
    5:42:00 PM

    todae din do much.. stay at hm and study... haiz.. dunno how i study oso... until i sprain my shoulder.. walao eh.. pain until like shit... cannot move much... haiz... sian... nw wanna relax... update a bit then write my ff ba... nth to do... youtube dunno wad happen oso... haiz.. sianz.. gonna rot already... ok la.. i wanna relax my shoulder... maybe ask my mom massage a bit.. bbye...


    *signing off*
    shik

    Will you ever notice me...

    Monday, February 13, 2006
    10:23:00 PM

    been so long since i blog... i really miss blogging.. but have no choice... have been bz with my attachments... haha.. nth much happen to me la.. go attachment, go hm.. that's all lohz... but the last week of attachment was a bit diff... haha.. went out with fwens after attachments... coz end at 4 and near my house ma.. haha.. so not tt bad... hmm.. wed went to luq's house.. coz he underwent an operation.. then he discharged le.. so went to his house with sri, steph, sri's cousin and shuting... went there with attachment clothes.. but luckily i brought at least a shirt and sandals to change into... haha.. then we go lohz... reach his house oni, i kanna bully le.. wth... haiz... haha.. went hm abt 8 plus... that's all for wed.. then following the days have been going to st's house... do the usual.. watch youtube... been going hm abt 10 plus... haha... at least i go to sum1's house that is near ma.. haha...

    todae din do much... been watching youtube the whole dae.. shit sia.. have to get some studying done... haha... die le.. haha... gonna at least start studying tonite.. haha... oso update my fanfic.. haha... sianz... haha.. tml i think i have to stay at home again... rotting again... sianz.. have to study... fri exams le.. shit sia... wth.. i am oso gonna miss a change to go to a stage management course.. i feel so sad.. coz it is this wk and nx wk.. oso is frm 630pm to 10pm... AT ESPLANADE!!! far sia... haiz.. sianz... *end of wad i did todae*

    am i useless? i feel so useless... ppl around me are suffering and i can do nth abt it... i try to help them... but i am afraid that i think i am helping them.. but instead, i am actually harming them.. what is actually wrong with me? i feel like banging into a wall or fall asleep and nv wake up.. but i cnt do that... haiz... USELESS SHIKIN!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE SO USELESS!!!! cant even think of a solution to ur own things.. wanna help ppl... i am really loosing my touch in helping ppl... eversince what happen last year... so many things happen... lost a best friend becoz of a useless guy... frm then onwards, have been so hard on myself... have been refusing help frm others... keeping everything to myself... now, the past is back to haunt me... all over again.. i am really going crazy... i think one day, i may end up in IMH (not a joke)... dunno is it my problem or wad... haiz...

    ok.. i shall end here... gd luck for the exam guyz... haha...

    luv,
    shikin...

    Will you ever notice me...