Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


PROFILEY



20 yrs old female, whose birthday is on 1st December.
Working as a nurse.
Waiting for Mr Right to appear




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    ----------------------- Backstabbers
    My life
    Bit**** & Bast****
    Being Someone I'm not
    Being ignored


    DESIRESY
    Someone Who Treats Miee Well
    New Handphone
    Laptop
    Lose as much weight before Christmas
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    Saturday, January 21, 2006
    10:38:00 PM


    miee and dan... heh heh.. shuai hor.. heh heh...

    todae last dae of open house... went dere oni a bit low... haha... after a few mins, i got high le.. haha.. siao until like shit.. then have to help the dtage there for security of sylvester and olinda... then abt 1 liddat go down lohz.. go le then hang out down there lohz... walk here and there... then they tell miee that have to get ready... they reaching le.. then i ask all the helpers gather lohz... haha... den ok le... we make way for them to walk... heh heh... den suddenly saw daniel ong.. i was so happy.. coz i like him for so long le.. haha... so friendly.. then after that, they holding the singing of posters all that la.. then have to act as security... haha.. before that, they sing ma.. haha.. then we manage to take photos.. haha.. i oni take with dan.. coz i oni like him.. haha.. den after they sing, they sign posters lohz.. then miee, sri and steph went on stage la.. haha... then sign the posters.. i have one set... haha.. oso have dan's autograph.. haha.. so happy... then after they all go back, i rush to the theatre for the arts.. settle the things there... wah seh.. tired sia... haha.. after that go hm lohz... so much fun.. took pics with ppl all the ppl i worked with.. haha...

    Will you ever notice me...

    Friday, January 20, 2006
    8:16:00 PM

    actually yest wanna update one... but too tired le.. so lazy to come online... haha... been bz with open house frm yest... haha.... then yest manage to go watch leon sing.. haha... he sing ok la.. but the music too loud... cannot hear clearly.. heh heh... the host is my lecturemate... most of us dun like her la.. i refuse to sae the name... u wanna ask u ask miee personally... and sth funny happened... before leon went on stage, the ger was talking to her la.. den dunno y she was rubbing his shoulder with her hand la.. then with her hand still on his shoulder, he brushed her hand off his shoulder... haha... she really bithchy la... she walk ar, will shake her butt one... then oso make her butt so high and make her boobs to front.. then wear oso like bitch liddat... then hor.. she will stroll into the lecture theatre 1/2 into the lecture and down there shake her butt for everyone to see la... i dun like her for one bit... heh heh... after that, go back to my booth.. in charge of games there la.. then down there a bit sian... haha.. play ourselves... i oso happy... coz i got a new phone... heh heh... bought is yest... my dad, sis n bro dunno la.. so when i at hm i have to silent mode and keep it them as long as possible.. haiz... which is like almost impossible la...


    todae is much betta... i at least a bit high la... haha... so fun... after that i got a bit pissed la.. coz got this gerl.. not the shake butt one... another one... she ar... like shit sia... her voice is like SO sharp... then she scream into the bloody mic... not only that la... the bloody mic is beside my bloody ear la... she really like shit sia!!!!!!!! i almost shouted, 'SHUT THE F*** UP LA!!!! U THINK WAD??!!! PPL WANNA HEAR UR F***ING VOICE AR??!!!'... really lohz... she talk into the mic ar... ppl run away la... dun wanna come in... like shit sia... mostly ppl come in and go to our booth la.. they move away from that gerl's booth la.. then move to our booth... we were so busy... then ar... she everytime oso pull ppl to her side there even if ppl are heading to our side la... i almost wanna slap her lohz... so pissed!!! then coz she talk so loud rite.. i got a REALLY big headache... like wanna burst sia my ear and my head... shit her la... bloody hell... ok la.. i dun wanna sae le... tml still need to get ready... have to go and escort the Sylvester and Olinda... haiz.... sianz... y taufik nv go.... haiz...

    Will you ever notice me...

    Sunday, January 15, 2006
    4:10:00 PM

    heyz...
    haha... the order a bit wrong wor.. haha... the current order is last to the 1st.. haha... ok la.. just to tell u all that taufik wearing sunglasses coz he underwent a minor eye surgery so he is wearing sunglasses.. okae... haha... here goes... enjoy ya... oh ya.. and pictures are sook theng take one... heh heh...


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    luqman and taufik... members haha... knew tt taufik will recognise him.. haha... *twins*

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    autograph time... the cameraman extra ar...

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    looking at the fans.... the lady extra... blocking oni...

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    this is nice.. but if he look towards camera betta... hahaha

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    singing the song '1st'... shuai man...

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    still singing the song 1st....

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    he look here coz he recognise luqman who was with us...

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    facing the fans in the middle...

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    taufik with fans who juz quite smoking... remain smoke free guyz....

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    omg!!! what is he doing???!!! hahaha... he putting back tissue la.. he perspire a lot sia...

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    taufik's back... haha...

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    omg!!!! directly looking into the cam... wow!!!

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    taufik rapping... haha...

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    facing the middle again..

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    wohoo~~~~ blue taufik~~~

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    argh!!!! no~~~~ blue light~~~ argh~~
    i noe... lame.. heh heh...

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    dots... pinkie taufik... haha... but he looks good in pink...

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    ok.. now we noe tt yellow doesn't suit taufik.. heh heh..

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    hey... where u looking at? look here!!!!

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    just started singing... hehe....

    ok... that is all... wohoo~~~ love the pics.. haha...

    *in daffy duck's voice*
    that's all folks

    ~signing off~
    shikin...






    Will you ever notice me...

    Saturday, January 14, 2006
    8:53:00 PM

    todae was a fun dae... haha... kanna wake up in the morning ppl sms miee... wad the hell.. then cannot slp le... haha... then watch tv... st call miee ask miee wanna go out or not.. then i reminded her tt we going to PS for taufik's smoke-free event... haha... then me and st went there early la... we saw fauzy and the other guy frm anugerah... the other guy is the winner... haha... ok loh.. then we go makan.. after makan, we go walk2... sms luqman, the guy i got to know frm taufik's bdae bash... ask where is he... he tell miee he lost... i was like wad the hell.. haha.. at last he found his way to ps... then i told him to meet miee at action city... wait for him for dunno how long he nv turn up... then i was like walao eh... make miee wait... so me and st at last go walk2 all around ps... abt 4 plus liddat we went to the place where taufik will appear... haha... den saw luqman there drinking water.. i was looking at him like one kind... then he look guilty... haha.... so forgive him la.. haha... after that sri, her cousin, sister and 2 fwenz reached... haha... so cool... haha.. then they went to another side... my side oni got miee, st and luqman.. he very lame sia... haha... like wad... haha... laugh until i stomachache...


    then taufik came... we were so high... haha... taufik remembered luqman.. haha.. coz luqman look a bit like taufik... then he always see luqman... haha.. so funny... then the pro thing is that taufik got autograph session la.. he right infront of us sia... so cool... then got some cool pix... haha... after st send miee, i upload for u all to see.. ok... haha... then after everything, we went to long john... coz st hungry... then luq sae he hungry oso but at last nv eat... haha... i bought clam chowder la... then we share... he dunno how to eat sia... mouth got extra hole... the soup dropped at his hand... haha... so funny... then he drink the soup ar, until the thing like wanna drop liddat... haha... after that the two of us dun wanna drink le then st down there play with it... put tomato ketchup, coke and milo freeze... disgusting sia... after eating, we forget to declare we are smoke free... coz got goody bag to take... we forget sia.. so sad... haha.. then we went home... all the way home we all were laughing until like shit... haha... laugh until my tummy pain... haha... that should be all ba... haha... ok la.. i tired le.. i update the photos nx time.. ok...


    *signing off*
    Sh|k|n

    ~ying wei ni de xi huan que rang wo gao xin~

    Will you ever notice me...

    Wednesday, January 11, 2006
    11:41:00 PM

    i juz changed my blogskin... haha.. looks like my blogskin says everything tt is in my heart... haha.. but no special sum1 ar... juz tt i beieve there is sum1 made for each and every1 of us... haha.. anyway... lemme see.. todae ok ok la... got campus concert... run here and there.. coz i have to help out and oso i have to rush for ica... wad the hell... haha.. then managed to take pic with kaira kwong... then person who make the concert.. haha.. in case u all dunno, she sang one of the song frm 'zhen ming tian nu' show... u noe the ending song? ya... she sang tt song.. her songs are not bad wor.. haha... oso got her autograph... haha.. but nv buy the album.. haha... so sad.. no money la.. haha... overall todae not bad la.. got open house thingy... haiz.. become helper again... i tell u all ar.. i getting stress le.. if those frm su reading ar, juz to tell u all tt i may disappear frm su for a while.. got too many things on my mind.. hehe.. ok la.. wanna go do my thing le.. bbye...

    *singing off*
    Sh|k

    Will you ever notice me...

    Tuesday, January 10, 2006
    12:53:00 AM

    todae juz finish my mandarin exam... the theory paper ok la.. finished in 5-10 mins... and i oso oni dunno how to do 4 qns... haha... it's mcq by the way... haha... so u noe la hor... haha... den after that, i went for the bloody oral test... nervous until like shit... then my turn le... go in.. kanna the teacher tt i 2nd dun wan.. so no choice la... then i read the paragraph lohz... all the while i reading, i keep looking down on the paper and not on the lecturer.. haha... bad hor... haha.. den i read le the teacher cross hand look at me and asked me this... 'are u sure u not a chinese?' haha.... so funny... some more i read VERY slow lehz.. like shit sia... then he ask me again.. i sae la.. i nt chinese.. fei hua... of course i not chinese la... since when my ic got put i chinese.. siao.. haha... den nvm la... he ask me qns... haha... regarding the passage lohz... den i amswer le... he cross his hands again... and said this... 'congratulations nur ashikin... u passed... and very well done...' haha... i was like blur the whole way... haha... after that i go out la.. i waiting for the results... heh heh...

    now watching 'er mo zai shen bian'... sad sia the story... haha... sth stupid happened.. i am watching the show, and playing solitaire... the sad part i still can cry... wad the hell... now sit so comfy... on the rocking chair wif a warm blanket... muahaha.. sho nice.. sian... so comfy that i can cry sia... shit la.. this story making my emotions run wild... haiz...

    i noe that i am losing my touch in giving advice... wad i happening to me... can sum1 explain to me? i do not noe wad is happening... i am giving up in liking anyone else... i do not want to suffer anymore... i am scared after i see ppl ard me suffer becoz of love... i am so scared... haiz...

    *signing off*
    Sh|K

    -=-gai bu gai ku qi-=-

    Will you ever notice me...