> Shrouded in darkness;

~~Friday, October 28, 2005~~

1:22:00 AM

sianz... nth to do.. so i update blog lohz.. haha... i actually wanna update on wed one... but lazy.... then since i now nth to do, i now update lohz... ok... let's start frm wed...

wednesdae ar... hmmm... lemme see.... got xcuse letter so i no need to attend the whole dae's lessons... haha.. shuang... haha.. coz the rest is like tutorial oni.. i went for the morning one coz tt one exams will come out... then they let me attend lohz....but was late sia... =x... haha... then after the lesson, i run to rehearsal sia... lucky they nv really practice much... i come oni they starting to rehearse... sianz... haha...so no choice have to straightaway start lohz... wah.. tired until like wad... but quite fun oso... haha.. then they gave us break lohz... so while the others went to lunch, i stay in the SU office play computer... haha... then online and talk here and there lohz... but at last have to get ready.. in full gear wif the blazer all tt.. argh!!!! lucky the place cold.. if not, i will be perspiring like wad.. haha... other schools and ccas all come to join the party... haha.. no la.. they are invited... it was so much fun... haha.. then skali.. got cock up... we ended earlier than normal.. haha... then no choice have to drag... haha.. they drag until got photo session la.. then they ask all the 13th exco to go on stage and sing song... argh!!! malu sia.. lucky a few of us stand at the back.. haha.. sing le then we try to interact with other ppl... me and ting ting there talk to the SA officer... haha... then we get to noe a lot of ppl oso.. so fun... then me, sri, nicole, stephanie and a few othe ppl down there talk crap and dunno y we high until like shit... haha... after that, i go return blazer.. then meet st at lot 1... she went to buy the energy concert VCD... haha... so shuang... haha... then skali my my stomach gimme prob... shit la... gastric until VERY bad.. but i try to hide it... haiz... then no choice break fast earlier... st then open the VCD then the cd cover got crack sia.. one BIG crack sum more... then i help her call the sembahwang ask whether can change the cover or not.. then they sae can.... then we watch a bit of the VCD and then watch wang zi bian qing wa... we run in between the shows.. then st was talking to ming wei.. then she tell me tt he was sleeping on the phone.. she was still on the phone wif him lohz.. then i take the phone and SCREAM his name.. haha.. then he wake up le... haha.. so funny.. i keep imagining his rxn.. haha... then go home lohz...

yest one ar.. dae so boring.. after school, went to lot 1 wif st to buy the energy VCD for myself... haha... and oso to change the cracked vcd cover for st... haha.. then buy le... we bought mac.. then go st's house break fast... haha... then watch wang zi bian qing wa... while watching, we play Uno and daidee... haha... so lame rite.. haha.. abt 840 liddat then i go hm.. then buy thing for my mom.. then i walk in the rain... coz it was drizzling ma.. while talking on the phone wif kor... haha... reach hm le.. then i all the way online.. haha.. until now...

now wanna go offline le.. haha... gtg.. bbye....

*signing off*

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, October 22, 2005~~

12:25:00 AM

new wallpaper done... dunno nice or not...

todae sick until like shit... almost vomitted... then shivering until cannot stop... the whole dae sia... shiver here and there... sianz... then can hardly breathe... =x... but i'm ok ar... after that, i went to SU with Ruth and Christina coz we got like gathering liddat... wah sianz... the 1st hr i was there, i was weak until like shit... then after break fast, i betta... after that, we play a few games... then we start to get high le... haha... so much fun~~~~

then i go hm... reach hm abt 11 liddat... come hm oni see my sister face so BLACK... walao eh... talk to her like talk to the wall... she wanna treat me like this, can... i should be the oni givving her the cold shoulder... but she do this to me... how can like this... i nv do ANYTHING to her!!! I HATE HER!!!!!!!!! B - * - * - C - H!!!!! juz took my temp... siallah.. i kanna fever... argh!!! sianz... haiz... tomolo still need to go SGH.. coz my fwen in the hospital... sianz... then go home oni have to clean room... if not, tt b***** will down there sae me.... bloody hell... haiz... nvm... vent my frust on fireworks... haha....

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, October 20, 2005~~

10:01:00 PM

haiz... energy

the thing shhoooooo nice... haha... maky myself wor.. muahaha

yeah... nth to do, so make wallpaper... haha... but outcome not bad... i like... muahaha... todae ar... pissed lohz... coz my groupmates down there fight abt grouping... haiz.. got leader like no leader... dunno how to control the group... sianz... so pissed... ok la... dun wanna sae le... later more pissed....

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, October 19, 2005~~

11:36:00 PM

haiz... i'm breaking... todae, went to school... then went to st's house... help her make her scrapbook of the photos... then we had quite a fun time la... but tired... my back like wanna break liddat... haha... but tt one, i dun mind... i at least help her do finish can le... but haven finish... oni finish the 5566 one... after that, went to lot 1 to buy dinner and st go buy shirt... then go st's house eat dinner... haha... while eating dinner, we watch wang zi bian qing wa... so interesting...

then i go hm... go home le online, then den check mail... suddenly see sth that really break my heart... ah di and niunai gonna quit energy... then the company gonna find two new ppl to make a new energy to join shuwei and kunda... WHY??!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~

haiz... while writing this, my heart break sia... i feel so sad... argh~~~~~~~~~

energy ar... WHY~~~~ haiz... feel like crying sia... heard they coming to s'pore for the jin qu jiang... i still wondering how many of them are coming... i really hope that they will come here together... as a group... even if for the last time... dun wanna sae le... feel like crying le... go off le... bbye... ='(

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, October 17, 2005~~

11:30:00 AM

yeah... 1st dae of school... haha... todae oni one lesson oni... so sianz... haha... but have to go coz i later got SU meetiong to attend to... gtg.... bbye...

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, October 15, 2005~~

6:14:00 PM

haiz... juz now wake up oni watch tv for a while.. then on the com... start to make my own wallpaper again... haiz... while making, thinking abt wad has been happening to energy... dunno la... so sia all this things happen to them... then yesterdae saw the msg ninai wrote... haiz... is like sad lohz... he leaving.. then while reading, then by chance listen to energy's songs... wah sian... really felt like crying... almost cry, luckily nv, if not, my mom will ask me y i cry... haiz... i still hope that niunai will go back to the group... a group started out wif 5, slowly, to 4... now, to 3... haiz... what is happening? i juz started to like them 1 yr ago and this happen...

niunai... we will miss u... we will nv forget how friendly u are to the fans... we will support u in whateva u do... as long as u are happy.... but i still hope that u will go back to energy one day...

haiz... dun wanna sae le la... go help my mom get ready for break fast... haiz...

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, October 14, 2005~~

10:54:00 PM

yoz... haha.. i nth to do.. so thought should juz drop by an update.. ok i got 5 mins till i go and watch tv.. hmm... wad happen todae... lemme think... woke up le then i get ready... actually wanna go to esplanade.. needa pass sth to joann.. but at last i nv go... then i went over to st's house.... we practice songs.. then help her wif her that whole file of pics and so on... glue here and there.. paste here and there.. then told my mom i not gonna break fast at hm.. then me and st went to lot 1... bought ljs.. then went back to st's house to eat... while watching wan zhi bian qing wa... me and her so ji dong.. haha... then eat finish le then went home... went home oni went online.. now d/ling fireworks.. oso using mozilla.. haha.. coz i cannot tahan my com always lag... ok.. done.. wanna go watch wan quan yu le... bbye

*signing off*

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, October 11, 2005~~

8:53:00 PM

hmmm... lemme see... juz now slept at 430 in the morning... then wake up abt 10 plus coz wanna go out wif jessie... then get ready liddat abt 12 plus then we meet... then we make our way down to centrepoint coz jez got interview there... wah seh.. in the bus hor... hot until like shit.. make me perspire and dehydrate a lot lohz... the aircon too low le.. then very humid... me and jez down there keep complaining... we two like wanna vomit oso have.... reach le then we went to giordano....coz her 'darling' didi help her get interview at centrepoint there... jez dun wanna go one.. but no choice... then we went late... haha.. after that have to wait.. coz their GM coming so after the GM go off that time then can go for the interview.. so we wait loh... at mac there sit... since i fasting, jez eat strawberry sundae... haha... suddenly andrew and fwenz appear... i think coz he scared jez run away, so he go there... either tt, or he go there see the wonderful and beautiful VON... haha.. the manager there... she not bad.. pretty... haha... after the interview, we went to bugis... oso go with andrew and fwenz... haha... but me and jez alone la... then we walk walk while waiting for st to come... to take ming wei's present... then we walk from the bugis village all the way to parco...
after that, we meet st for a while.... then st go back to ming wei's bdae chalet... then wanna take photo there one.. tot got kor oso ma.. at last he nv go... haiz...

after that we went to the bugis library... OMG!!! SO BIG!!!!! 13 STORIES HIGH!!!! then we went to B1... so shuang.. SO MANY BOOKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... then me and jez found a seat.... then we sat down to read some books... suddenly andrew and fwenz appear... scare me... haha... they walk around while me and jez sat down to read books... at last i buay tahan i slp there... slp until very shuang... haha... jez read book while i slp... haha... very nice... aircon cold until like shit...haha... but very nice... haha... then abt 5 plus to 6 we make our way back to lot 1.. reach le then go long john coz i need to break fast... haha... then me and jez go take photos... so funny... we pose until like shit.. anyhow pose one... haha.... ok la.. tt's all for todae.. wanna try to get some sewing and writing done...

*signing off*
ps: i noe i use a lot of the word 'then'... haha....

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, October 10, 2005~~

5:46:00 PM

todae wake up late... abt 3 liddat... cannot blame me.. i slept at 7 plus going to 8 loh... haha... then kanna sae from my mom... wake up oni watch tv for a while then online... then saw this girl called joann.. she send the thing abt making a video and a book for energy... then i add her in my msn.. then we've been talking since... haiz.. talk abt energy make me sad oni... heard that niunai gonna leave... haiz.. is expected la.. but still very sad... i dun wan them to break up.. dunno when will listen to their songs and hear abt them ever again... haiz... nvm... energy will always stay in the fans' heart.... they will nv be gone... i admit that i will miss them a lot... coz they are the 1st chi grp that i like.. but i will still wish them all the best in whateva they doing... will be praying to hear news abt them again... also will be praying that i will meet them again... haiz... dun wanna sae le.. later sad again...

*signing off*

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, October 06, 2005~~

2:31:00 AM

todae boring dae.. woke up late... then went out to meet jez coz she got inteview... after tt went lot 1 for a while.. then go home... haha.. sian rite... reach hm le i start to online.. then help my mom sew clothes... then sis reach hm got bring the myth dvd and bewitched dvd... so i watch bewitched.. so nice the show... then talk to st and kor(min dzi) for a while.. then watch tv... until now.. wake my mom up le.. then now wanna go slp le... haha.. nitez....

Will you ever notice me...

2:25:00 AM

todae... i mean yesterdae, din do much.. woke up very late.. dunno y very tired.. haha.. then went out to meet jez coz she wanna go interview at dunno wad company... go interview le then jez dun wan the job.. haha.. then went lot 1 for a while... walk2.. then go home... haha.. boring hor my dae... then at home sit in front of computer.. on only, got 11 mails... scare me... then one by one read.. all oso is frm my senior whom i met at the attachment.. haha... then online... nth to do.. play game for a while... then break fast.... break fast le then i read ff for a while... my sis come home with 'the myth' dvd... then she watch... while i watch bewitched... so nice.. haha... but cannot watch in peace.. coz kor(min dzi) and st down there talking to me oso... haha... then online until now... now wanna slp le.. coz i woke my mom up already to go and start fast... haha... go off le...

nitezz...

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, October 05, 2005~~

12:15:00 AM

most of us... *photo taken by ming wei*(a bit distorted)

our other chef.. dunno can eat or not~~~

our delicious food~~~

all bz cooking... haha....

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, October 04, 2005~~

11:56:00 PM

aiyo.. ppl cooking take for wad... dots....

suffering under the heat...

play wif sand.. nth to do...

wif names... haha

our group name....

Will you ever notice me...

7:18:00 PM

yesterdae too tired then i todae then update.. haha... anyway... yesterdae jez got make bbq at east coast... then me and st oso go.. coz tt jez sae tt if i dun go, she oso dun go... haha.. ok loh.. then i go... we met wei seong and li chiu at sunshine coz they dunno how to come to my house ma... then go lohz... pick them up le then we made our way to cck coz they die2 wanna take mrt.. dun wanna take cab... then go lohz.. carry so many things... carry until hands can break... then we stop at cck wait for kelvin... then at last those that went to east coast with me, jez and st is li chiu and kelvin.. why? coz wei seong wait for 'gf'... so.. we go off... then when we reach liao we walk and walk and walk... walk until we VERY tired... legs can break tt kind... then find out that the pit was VERY far.. so we walk and walk again lohz... then at last reach le... tired sia... reach already, we down there sit for a while, while i on my radio cum cd player... then at last we start fire... then mei shan, md and mu lin reach... haha... but the fire still haven start properly... then jez, st and md go ride bicycle go buy things... then at last i pek cek i restart the fire all over again... then by the time they come back, i already start bbqing the food.. so mainly i stay in front of the fire lohz...

stay until i headache... buay tahan... but i still continue to bbq for them... bbq wad they wan lohz.. then we managed to bbq marshmallow oso.. haha... bbq for a while already, then me, st, jez and mei shan go down to the beach there and play with sand... play and play then we stop and go back up... i continue to stay in front of the fire... then ws, chui mei, wan si they all reach le.. then they dunno do wad den dun wanna eat... then they wanna go off without paying jez money.. jez pissed until like shit.. then i juz try to calm her down lohz.... after that, at last they pay.. then they go off... so those there left ws, zamir(b******), samuel, kelvin, md, li chiu, mu lin, jez, meishan, me, st and her bf... then i cannot tahan le i let the guys bbq... then they bbq lohz... abt 8 liddat we go get ready to go off.. then all disappear... st and bf go dating... jez, meishan, mu lin and md go return bicycle... then the other boys all disappear... i down there left alone... i was SO pissed lohz... then i down there while finishing the bbq, i clean up... when the boys reappear, they juz stand around the bbq... wah... i buay tahan i scream at them.... when jez they all come back, we finish cleaning up then go off...

then mingwei(st's bf) bring us walk to the mrt... then his 15 mins is like 30 mins... so me and jez pek cek until like shit.. cannot tahan... then actually me, jez and mei shan wanna take cab.. we cannot walk anymore coz we too tired already... then we ask st whether wanna take cab or not.. she dun wan... then me and jez getting more pissed... she down there walking with ming wei in front then the rest walk at the back until a bit far... then that b****** keep complaining, asking where we go... then actually we already tell him... we walking to the mrt... then he keep asking where the f*** we going... then i already pissed until i anytime can explode then i shout back at him...then me and him keep shouting at each other.. wah.. i really gonna burst man... but i juz tahan... i listen to discman on full blast... to calm myself down... then take mrt go home... but we stop to have supper at mcdonalds... i was damn hungry... after that we all go home....

go off le... bbye....

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, October 02, 2005~~

12:23:00 AM

haiz.. dunno y hor... yesterdae i had a dream... i dreamt abt energy... haha.. u noe.. y guys must be saying tt i think i lot... but really lohz.. when i slp, i was reading hp instead.. haha.. ok.. back to my dream...

i dreamt that energy, me and st are good friends(i noe... lame..)... then they came to s'pore one last time... to meet the fans and for the 'jin qu jiang'... they arrive a few days before the real thing la.. then they call me and st.. wanna meet us.. then we went to meet them at their hotel... their hotel outside got a lot of fans.. haha... then we went up to their rooms loh.. when we saw them, we were so happy la.. then all 6 of us so high liddat.. talk abt everything.. then suddenly, niunai told us (in a form of a joke) that the rumors abt them breaking up was true... then the other 4 guys tried to lighten the mood by laughing to it la.. then me and st's reaction was....."WAD??!!! Y??!!! ARE U GUYS CRAZY??!!!" then the guys kept quiet... they wanted to explain y, but their manager said that it was time for them to go for the interview at yes 933 studio... me and st were still shocked... the manager was nice to let us follow them to the studio.. then they were interviewing and were asked abt the rumors... then they sae it was true..

then i woke up.. y? coz my beloved mother knocked the room door until VERY loud that i practically feel off my bed... ok... thats all.. haha...

*signing off*

Will you ever notice me...