> Shrouded in darkness;

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

PROFILEY

20 yrs old female, whose birthday is on 1st December.
Working as a nurse.
Waiting for Mr Right to appear

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LOVES AND HATESY

My Friends
Singing and Dancing
Listening to songs
Playing lohz... haha...
Surfing net
Getting to know new ppl
----------------------- Backstabbers
My life
Bit**** & Bast****
Being Someone I'm not
Being ignored

DESIRESY

Someone Who Treats Miee Well
New Handphone
~~Laptop~~
Lose as much weight before Christmas
MY OWN ROOM!!

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EXITSY

Aretha. Benedict. Benjamin. Christina. Ernest. Elaine. Ellialyn. Fiona. Grp 24. Jane. Jeremy Jessica Jez. Kleo. Lokhai. LuCIus. mimi. Mingli. Pei Ying. Rebecca. Sara Shumei. sT nu'er. Theodora. WeiQiang.

ARCHIVES;

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CREDITS;

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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

~~Tuesday, September 22, 2009~~

11:56:00 PM

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, July 28, 2009~~

5:14:00 PM

Currently in the bus on the way home.. Just ended work and is super havoc.. -.-

anyway, did a lot of thinking.. as most of u already know.. I'm someone who depends on friends.. As it's difficult for me to share any feelings with my family.. Thus, i tend to rely of my friends more.. But now, i look back, my friends are getting lesser and lesser.. It's so difficult to get to talk to one person.. Those that used to be close to me are all moving on with their lives while I'm here hoping that one day, they'll remember me.. Their friend.. But sometimes, when u hope too much, u'll get disappointed even more..

i really miss those friends that were by my side when i needed them.. I used to be by their side too.. But now, they've got other ppl supporting them.. I'm happy for them.. But where does that put me? I also dunno..

Sh|k|in

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, July 12, 2009~~

7:28:00 PM

woke up at abt 10 plus today coz need to make my way down from pasir ris to jurong for my nephew's baby ceremony... after such a long time of not meeting my closest cousin, at last met her today!! so happy!! we chatted, took photos and so on.. all the pics are with her though.. hahaha.. waiting for her to upload...

haha.. md kor at last got his new car... wohooo~~ after the long wait, at last he got his car yesterday.. haha.. he sent me the pics today..

see~ see~ the car.. LOL

the back.. LOL..

haha.. told kor that once i come back from Taiwan, we can go dou feng.. LOL..

speaking of Taiwan, I'M FLYING OFF ON THE 19TH!!~~ WOHOOO~~~~~~~~ at last i can have a well deserved holiday!! so high!! going with st and her mum... will definately have loads of fun!~ it's time for SHOPPING!!~~

Shkn

Will you ever notice me...

1:48:00 AM

Now is like going to 2 and I'll still awake at the chalet.. Kinda tired.. Dunno y also.. Must be coz keep making the fire.. Body aching like mad..

My frens are planning to go play bowling at this time of night.. Faints.. All wanna go but still down the watching show.. -.-

Rotting like hell here.. Wait for them to go out den i can close the doors, lock and sleep.. Tomolo still need to go to baby ceremony.. Sianz..

later still need to open door for them.. Hopefully when they call i will wake up.. Lol..

Sh|k|n

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, July 09, 2009~~

1:10:00 PM

oh no.. heard another not good news.. brian and prince are having fever.. oh no.. this is bad... saw pic of prince on drip.. means not very good.. sad..

to brian and prince,
have to take care wor.. must be u two overworked le.. have to rest more okie.. work is work.. but health oso important.. jiayou and take care..

shikza

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haha..i write like they can see liddat.. but still i hope they get well.. =))

Will you ever notice me...

9:55:00 AM

haiz.. very sad today.. my beloved hamster, momo died today.. wanted to bring her to go see the vet.. but my hse tt freaking vet open late.. so i cnt bring her go see... feel so sad.. she got hope de.. but now she die liddat..

just feel like blogging it.. so tt i'll jot down this date..

Dear momo,

RIP my dear.. love u lots.. i'm sorry for letting u suffer so much.. i'm gonna miss u lots.. ur soul will forever stay in my heart..

Shkn

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, July 03, 2009~~

6:44:00 AM

I'm in the cab again.. Haiz.. Been waking up late there few days.. Dunno y but no matter how much i sleep, it's still liddat.. Super frustrated.. My body also cocking up liao..

my ear got prob, my brain got prob, my leg and back also got problem.. Damn stupid la..

now I'm like one side updating blog, another side my eyes are closing..

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, June 30, 2009~~

6:58:00 AM

I'm in a cab on my way to work, and I'm online.. Wohoo.. The wonders me mobile broadband is, u can serve anywhere.. Woke up late again.. Haiz.. It's a miracle that I'm still surviving.. Super duper shagged these few day.. Work hasn't been all that well.. It's getting confusing by the day..

sometimes i wonder.. Do i really wanna work at this place? But sometimes, a thought, is just a thought.. All the sudden changes is making me kinda giddy.. While some changes are good, others are unnecessary.. Haiz.. Dunno la.. So sick and tired of all the nonsense..

reaching soon.. Will update later..

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, June 27, 2009~~

9:10:00 PM

2nd day without feng around.. still kinda feel weird..

yesterday was kinda bad.. coz went to work with swollen eyes.. and was super tired.. had to do triage coz not enough ppl and the total h1n1 cases has increased to 300+ cases so everyone has to wear masks.. including the patients.. sianz.. den just nice lynn came from my side.. we chatted for awhile den my eyes started to fill again.. i was like oh shit.. damn.. chatted awhile more den she went up to find ppl le..

during lunch, chatted with nu'er the whole lunch hour.. so long since i talked to her on the phone for so long.. she wasn't in a good mood.. talked den she was kinda crying and i on the phone oso started tearing up.. LOL.. emotions ran wide on tt day..

den ran clinic in the afternoon.. everything went well until there was a crazy pt.. i literally quarrelled with her inside the room.. she just wun let me explain to her abt her condition.. and keep quarrelling with me.. walao ehs.. so pissed.. already my mood not good.. den she somemore step on my tail.. was like scolding vulgarities when she left the room..

anyway, after work, went home.. had plans with nu'er to go k.. went home to change and online awhile.. just nice feng was online.. so chatted with her awhile.. haha.. there must be very cold coz she was like in her thick jacket.. hahaha.. felt better after tt.. went out and made our way to clementi to go k.. bought dinner and smuggled in.. wakaka... after that, qiang joined us.. though we are all tired, we all were like super high at the end.. sang and jumped around.. wakaka.. sang from 8 to like maybe 1 liddat..

today slept till super late.. hahahaha..

need to find some things to fill up my friday nights.. feel free to ask me out.. but i dun wanna go clubbing... LOL.. maybe once a month or something.. but not always.. hahahaha

Shkn

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